HELLO APRIL!

WOW! I feel like that the year 2011 is goin by sooo freaking fast! its already APRIL! whew! anyways... I HAD a pretty memorable march this year! after 10 years I finally found my long lost cousin... I was scared that he might not recognize me but he did! he was so happy that I found him, and not to long ago he finally reunited with my family back home! that was the highlight of my year.... I'm so happy, so thankful to God and so greatful that we finally reunited with him..although I haven't seen him and hug him in person yet, but thats fine... I WILL give my cousin and BIG hug when i come home this year :)

My dad, my 2 little brothers, cousin, uncle and my grand pa also celebrated their bdays this past month. one of the reason why i love march because most of my love ones were born on a month of march! Also im not quite sure but I think its been 10 years or 11 years since my family broken up! but im not bitter or sad at all! :) it was actually a blessing in disguised because my parents gave me wonderful little siblings... my dad gave me 2 wonderful little brothers and my mom gaved me 1 wonderful sister.. so who am i to hate? I love my siblings with all my life...actually they are my life. They are one of the reasons why I wanna keep goin in life no matter how tough life is. I LOVE MY FAMILY ALOOOOOT!

6th years anniversary

March 15th 2005 when I moved here in Canada...6 years later I'm STILL HERE! its crazeee that the years went by so fast, I was 17 when I came here.... I could barely talk in english, so you could just imagine how scared I was to go to highschool, not to mention that mostly everyone in school were TALLER AND BIGGER than me! lol! I didn't had a hard time to meet new friends, most of the kids at school were really nice...but I couldn't help to feel different from every body, I was so timid and shy, far from who I really am back home... when I was in the Philippines, I was so loud, care free, jolly, and not to brag but I was popular in school, because I am really friendly... I can make every body laugh without even trying, it is good and bad, good because I feel good when I make people laugh and smile, bad at the same time because sometimes people still laughs even when I'm damn serious.

So yeah it was totally a new world to me when I moved here in Canada and when I went to school here, It was so damn hard to express my self!and I hated it! I'm just glad that HIGH SCHOOL is OVER.lol! so yeah I made a alot of good friends , but sadly..I don't talk to most of them anymore... and that makes me really really sad and lonely in a way. ITS TRUE WHAT they said... its easier to keep a boyfriend/husband but its alot harder to find and to keep true friends that will accept you for what and who you are and to try to understand you and stand by you through good times and bad times. Not to mention that I am millions miles away from my family...most especially from my grand parents who took care of me when I was in the Philippines, I miss them more and more each day..I miss my family back home.:(

On the bright side... I have a job that helps me help my family in the Philippines, that helps me pay the bills, I have William and Ippo who trys to ignore my mood swings,lol. My dad and I are getting alot better now, I get to see my two little brothers when I can... I met alot of wonderful people, and I thank God for that...for all of these years, I lost some of those people but I just try to tell myself that everything happens for a reason, everything and everybody will come and go in our lives but it is up to us to keep the memories and to learn the lessons...

HAPPY 6TH YEARS ANNIVERSARY TO ME.

Japan Tsunami

William woke ME up this morning around 5 to let me know that there was a tsunami in Japan, >.< I immidiately tried to contact my cousin and my friend in Japan, We were both worried (still are) my cousin sent me a message on facebook..thank God that she and our other relatives are safe, but she's pretty scared because it never happened to them before...well not as bad! she told me that they are having problem getting phone signals and she's still not sure if their house is still standing or not anymore. But I am just very relief (and the rest of our family) that they are safe...BUT I haven't heard anything from my friend yet! I sent her a message on facebook and yahoo messenger but I still haven't heard anything from her....I'm praying that the reason behind it is the terrible phone signal...I am really worried about that girl! she is by her self!



God is once again testing our faith.... Let us all pray for those in danger and for those people that didn't survive the recent calamity and also for those people who are safe now (for animals too)

Let us all remember to let our love ones know how much they mean to us because
LIFE IS TRULY SHORT and FULL OF SURPRISES! God is GOOOD! he has great reasons behind all these...

crunchy heart!

I was eating sour and cream chips two nights ago,...then I found this! hehehe! not every time you eat chips you'll find a heart shaped chip right?? so I immediately got my camera and took pictures of this cute chip! so yah! just thought to share with ya wutz up in my world lately, lol!

feb20th

It has been a year since William's dad passed away, Seems like it was just yesteday when I was at his bed side crying beside William's mom. I know that where ever he is now he's at peace, and he deserves that. He had a very interesting life, with up's and downs, bad times and good times, he made some mistakes but he tried his best to make up with those people he hurt, he's truly a very remarkable man.

Because of him William is the person that he is today... ^_^


So, to PAPA G.. THANK YOU! for touching our lives.

prince palaka (poem that I just wrote)

Pano mo malalaman kung sya napala si prince palaka?
pano kung pinipilit mo na sya na pero hindi naman pala?
kakaloka dava??
Pano kung ang feeling mo si prince palaka pala yung lalake na di mo ma reach?
as in di talaga kasi he doesn't even know that you exist?
kaloka dava?
prince palaka prince palaka kakaloka ka.
pano mapaparating ng isang dalaginding na syay may pag tingin?
kaka loka! kung bakit naman kasi nanuod nuod pa ng tfc na yan,
nabuhay tuloy ang feelings na 9 years ago pa nilibing!
prince palaka prince palaka...
ang pogi mong palaka.



wow! this is my newest poem! hahahah!
sorry if its in tagalog, I have to write it in tagalog because it will have more feelings and it will rhyme more!

so anyways! prince palaka means prince frog...lol!
you know what they said right...sometimes u have to kiss a frog because it might turn into a prince? but how many frogs will you kiss?will take a risk to find your prince?

^_^

love love love!

Happy ♥ Day!

can't believe that its that time of the year again! good for hallmarks and for all the flower shops because I'm pretty sure that they just made hundreds of dollars! yah yah! I know that I sound a little bitter.... but I am not. I just believe that every day should be valentines day or even christmas day, we should let the people we love feels EVERY SINGLE DAY how much they mean to us. Surprises here and there are awesome too.

Well...I'm just saying! :)


BUT fine!since its valentines day...what did you guys do today? what did u get?