UNCONDITIONAL LOVE

We are all looking for true love, for Mr. and Ms. Right.... but what if you already found it? In fact you don't only have the "true love" you are looking for but also the unconditional love that is so hard to find... I believe...in fact...I KNOW that I have found both of those kind of love... I found it from my family...from my parents...and most of all from my grand parents who raised me when my parents was away.

My grand parents ( I call them nanay and tatay..) was the one who thought me everything that I know right now, they were the one who saw my first step, they heard the first word that came out of my mouth, they thought me to believe in God, to respect and love others and most of all to dream. I love them with all my heart and soul. But I am not going to lie, I did some things that made them cry, and worst I hurt them because of those awful things that I did and said... I wish that I didn't hurt them,but its all said and done...and beside I didn't regret anything that I did because I have learned alot from it, I just wish that I didn't hurt anybody that I love while I was in the process of learning about life.

I hurt them a lot, but they were the one who helped me get back on my feet when I realized that I fell down on my knees. I remember my Grand Parents being so proud of me every time I accomplished something, they always encourage me to do good things in life. I wish I could put everything into words everything that I am feeling right now towards my Grand Parents, because God knows how grateful I am that they are my Grand Parents.

Now that I am so far away from them, I realized even more how lucky I am for having them as my grand parents, I even more realized that I love them alot, more than life itself...and it hurts me to also realize that I couldn't do anything to make their life easier back in the Philippines... my grand pa is almost 67 years old, he's sick but he is still working for the family... so as my grand ma, she's 64 but she's still working as well... I want to give them the BEST LIFE...but I can't because even I myself is struggling in every days life here in Canada. I always day dream that one day I will spoil them with all the good things in the world, that one day I am going to pamper them...that one day they don't have to worry about what they are going to eat tomorrow and next week.......................... and it hurts so bad that all I can do is to day dream. Oh God I miss them soo much.


I try to give them what I can give, but I know that its not enough...but they are still grateful for it. I am not asking God to make us rich...all I am asking is to please bless my Grand Parents, my family to please give them much easier life than before, and most of all please make them healthy...

I haven't seen them for almost 6 years, all because I do not have enough money for the air fare... :( I'm begging to God all the time that please don't let me see them when its too late.. I cannot imagine life without my Grand Parents, I can't...I just can't..its not life without them in it.


But anyways...so yah... I know that I found my true love...the unconditional love that they were saying... thanks to my grand parents because they showed me what true love and unconditional love really is...




Its just a bonus for me that I have William and Ippo... :)


anyways here's a video that I want to share with all of you...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1j__M5fCopI&feature=related





please...help me spread this video about our parents...our grandparents...lets remind each other how lucky we are that we have them in our lives... and also lets remind each other to cherish every hour that we have with them. please :)

bad flu or am I simply stressing??

I promised myself that I was going to eat right at the beginning of the year...but it didn't happened!why??I have no idea!! well....I kinda do...probably because I've been stressing alot lately.. I've been sick (literally) for quite awhile now too,but today is the worst day ever... I thought I was going to collapse at work because of my stupid migraine...this migraine has been bugging me alot lately! I have it EVERY SINGLE DAY! but today I had the worst migraine on the face of the planet! uggh! I still don't want to go to the doctor because I feel like I am just wasting my time to see them...they never find anything wrong about me...I hate that! because this migraine is killing meeee! I only don't have migraine I also feel so nauseated mostly in the morning! I also feel shortness of breath, disturb, and a bunch of crazy ol stuffs! believe me...I feel like winnie the pooh eating shit not honey these past few days/weeks! ugggh! ugggh! uggh! I can't say that I'm depress coz I am not.

But anywayz...today...I didn't eat alot, so I decided that today is the FIRST DAY of my "back to healthy eating habit" so yah..im hoping that I will stick to my "diet" this time...and hopefully I'll feel better soon!


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xo
ninchy

favorites.....

Favorite T.V shows

Family Guy

How can you not love this show? yes it maybe very offending at times to some people but hey lets just admit it that this show is very funny!

Peter (narrating his life): "I walked into the kitchen and sat down at the table. I looked with a grimace at the questionable meal Lois had placed in front of me. Of course I'd never tell her how disgusted I was with her cooking, but somehow I think she knew. Lois had always been full of energy and life, but lately I had begun to grow more aware of her aging. The bright, exuberant eyes that I had fallen in love with were now beginning to grow dull and listless with the long fatigue of a weary life. (Lois knocks Peter out.)

I woke several hours later in a daze."

Stewie is my favorite character... hahahaha! oh jizz! I meant geez :P

Stewie: It wasn't even about the eggs, really. Frankly, I like the yolks. I have no problem. There's always been a lot of tension between Lois and me. And it's not so much that I want to kill her, it's just, I want her not to be alive anymore. I sometimes wonder if all women are this difficult. And then I think to myself, 'My God wouldn't it be marvelous if i turned out to be a homosexual?'

Pretty Little Liars

Even though I know whose "A" is already (thanks to Google!) I still love the suspense that this show gives! Each characters are very unique and very lovable but....

Lucy Hale's character Aria Montgomery is my favorite! I can relate to her alot! most especially when it comes to aria's situation with her family..lol! and oh! I really love love love her sense of style too... her fashion style is very edgy.. she's a petite girl too so it feels like she's representing to petite girls like moiii.

Aria [to Spencer]: You're a freak and I love you.

Vampire Diaries


When I was a kid all of my friends wants to be a princess..a teacher..even a doctor...but all I wanted to be was to be a vampire! muahahah!(maybe thats why I love wearing eyeliner??) that's why I always enjoy watching vampire movies.. but for some reason I didn't like Twilight at all... I am not sure if its because I didn't want to be part of the twilight craze or Its because I see the whole series like Harry Potter series or Saw series.. neeeh!what ever! bottom line is I DO NOT LIKE twilight! but... I DO LOVE vampire diaries! I don't find it cheezy or over the top like twilight...I really like the simplicity of the shows..its kinda simple compare to twilight but its a very interesting show! William's not allowed to make any kind of noise when I am watching this show! :)


Ian Somerhalder as Damon Salvatore is my favorite vampire!lol! he's a dick!he's a jerk! he likes to hurt offend and not to mention to kill and to drink people's blood..but he's secretly inlove with elena..he'll do everything just to protect her.. aaaaaaaah! you gotta watch this show for you to understand what the hell im trying to saaaay! :)

Damon: We have a problem, Stefan. And when I say problem, I mean global crisis.

Friends

I don't think i'll ever get sick of watching this show...no matter what William say about this show! heheheh!

I like Rachel and Joey...but I like Phoebe the most... her punch lines are epic.. she's very funny without being so corny.. ha!

Phoebe: (On the phone) Hi, it's Phoebe. Someone needs to take my 9:00, because it's like, 9:15, and I'm not there.

The Secret Life of American Teenager

I can't exactly tell you why I really like this show..but what I can tell you is I CAN NOT WAIT to see the new season! its been months since the last season! :(

Oh man! It would be awesome if Amy and Ricky end up together in this show... not because the have a "kid" together but because they are RIGHT for each other! lol! im sooo cheezy..but what evz! I want them to end up together!!!! gggrrrh!!they better!!

Ricky:They tell lies to make life more interesting when the truth would probably be more interesting than the lie.

Amy: You had me at corndog

Paranormal State

I believe in God...Therefor I believe in spirits..ghosts..and other entities that we cannot see with our human eyes. I like this show because they not only investigates to see if there's spirit living with the people who calls them... they also try to help both the living and the dead to have peace and move on.

BIG BANG THEORY

This show is my MOST favorite t.v show by far...actually I know that this is one of my all time favorite t.v show! why?! oh man! are you hiding under patrick the starfish's rock???this show is verrrrry verrry verrrry verrrrry V.E.R.Y funny!!! very! seriously!!!

Sheldon is the coolest nerd evaaaaaah! hahah!seriously he is! he's like a walking joke! behehe! I love him!

Sheldon: I'm not insane, my mother had me tested!

project accomplished! :)

About 3 years ago I promised myself that I'm going to organize the closet that I share with my lovey dovey billiam! 3 years later that promise NEVER happen! until TODAY!!! yay! I finally did it! I finally organized our small closet!lol! we went to walmart to buy more storages for my clothes! I spent $130 for everythiiing! I bought two big containers, one additional wardrobe closet and one seven drawers tower! and still it wasn't enough  to fit all my clothes (and oh yeah...don't forget about my purses that I bought...and I still haven't use em...why?Idk why!)

I'm not bragging about how much clothes I have or how much purses or shoes I have(I swear!) what I'm trying to say is...why the hell do I feel that as if I don't have enough clothes when really I have alot? and the tags are still on them!


not only that.. I found it so freaking hard to let go of my old clothes! seriously...I still have some of my clothes from when I was 13 years old...they still fits me but I don't wear them...but still I can't throw them away... I always say to myself "HEY LITTLE ASIAN GIRL!DON'T GET RID OF THIS SHIRT YET! WHAT IF YOU FIND A PERFECT PANTS FOR IT ONE DAY?!DON'T GET RID OF THIS PANTS YET!WHAT IF YOU FIND A CUTE SHIRT FOR IT?!" fuuuudge! 10 years later they are still sitting there looking sooo sad!

anywaaays! maybe one day (i hope) ill have balls to let go of them! what matter is I finally did organized my closet! although I wish I have a bigger closet (or BIGGER room!) that way I didn't had to buy more storage just to make them look alil bit organize!

here are the pictures of my 3 years old project that I just finally accomplished TODAY!!!

and here are some pictures of my little man

I was bored last night that's why I decided to dressed up ippo... and believe me! he didn't enjoyed it all! I tried calling him after I wore all that accessories on him to show momma g how cute he looked... silly dog he didn't even move not even an inch coz he was to embarrassed to get out of our room looking like that! ayayayay!

think pink!

I'm the type of girl who likes to beautify her self all the time, I also love to treat myself once in a while... but I am also the type of girl who doesn't want to spend alot of money on high end products all the time.. I know that you get what you paid for...but I also believe that all you need to have is CREATIVITY!! so today, Instead of going to the salon to get my nails done.. I tried to be creative by painting my own nails...and here's what I got from trying...lol! enjoy!!

Believe me... It looks better in real life. lol!


Here are the prods that I used
Wet n' Wild WILD SHINE ( kaleidoscope ) only $2
Rimmel nail polish (hotpink) only $6


I feel so great today...thanks for my 8 dollars! :)

gotta work it...gotta lose it..

MY OH MY! I gotta start eating healthy again! I am not going to wait till Monday! It has to happen TOMORROW! after I came back from my hometown (Thunder Bay) I gained so much weight already! all those freaking carbs and sweets that I freaking pigged on are now showing!waaaah! the good news is it is SOOO easy for me to lose weight.. without even going to the gym to work out! I can lose 10lbs in a month just by cutting carbs! so yah....! embrace your self ninch because you gotta stop pigging out!

NO RICE!
NO BREADS!
NO NOODLES!
as in...
NO CARBS!
and..
NO TO SWEET FOODS AS WELL!
NO TO SALTY FOODS!

How am I going to survive?? I DON'T KNOW! but by the power of size 3 pants I know I'M GOING TO SURVIVE IT! TO DO IT! TO MAKE IT!!

MWAAAAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA!


love u chicaz!
till next time! :)

Happy 2011

I still can't believe that 2010 is oveeer.... hahahaha.. but yeah..ill get over it!
So, what did you ladies do on new year's eve? if you ask me....WE did nothing! lol! we were gonna go to the park to watch the fireworks at midnight, we were gonna go around 10pm but beside the fact that I got really really really lazy (bcoz its soo freaaaking cold outside,like -35!!) I also wasn't really feeling that good too.. I had a very bad migraine.. so yah! we slept just before midnight.. I didn't get my midnight kiss from william! awwww! anyways! I wish you guys had a greaaaat holidays!

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